Jul 23, 2001 • by Iveta

My Own Experience

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My Own Experience

If the information is not secret, can you tell us the number of Lucid Dreams you experienced during this period of less than a year?

In the first month, when SI was staying with my father, and when I first heard about his method (probably from talking with him), Lucid Dreams occurred almost every other day. Then he left, and everything ceased abruptly. I had to map dreams for four long months. Often I wanted to give up, but the memory of what I had experienced in Lucid Dreams prevented me from quitting. Then my first own Lucid Dream appeared – short, powerless, like a sprout. In the sixth month, there were three of them. In the seventh and eighth – five each. In the ninth month (when it's time to give birth:)), SI and Doc came to visit us. They showed me a shared dream. And I also understood the essence of their quest.

Literally half a month ago, when I was on a European tour, an insight occurred to me, about which the Dream Hackers often speak. It turned out somewhat muddled. Every evening there were performances, and I was torn between an internal explosion and external obligations. But it was still fantastic. Returns of memory? I don't know what to call it. I looked at old buildings and felt their history. I saw fragments of different people's lives. We were invited to visit some important persons, and I stood for half an hour by an ivory casket, experiencing the echoes of someone's life. This cannot be put into words.

Now Lucid Dreams do not occur as often, but regularly and at will. I am a very busy woman in society. I am not a dedicated dreamer, precisely. Therefore, Lucid Dreams do not exceed 5-6 times a month. Sometimes more – as a rule, this happens due to two or three entries into Lucid Dreams per night.